KEITOの雨

2008-04-15T20:25:00.005+08:00

好累
已经心灰意冷
厌倦了

总是戴着开朗的面具在众人前扮演着另一个自己
就为了得到认同得到我一直以来所向往的东西
反而到头来失去得更多

毕竟我只是一个乳臭未干不懂事又被宠坏的家伙
不懂什么是关心什么是信任
上一代的悲剧会带来下一代的阴影
我讨厌我的懦弱
总是害怕着会得面对的伤痛
而不停地逃避

看得太多满脸泪水的表情
听得太多心碎的心声
我不能不保护自己
但还是逃不掉
而我只能一个人躲在角落地哭泣
渐渐的我以习惯了伤痛
还以为自己变坚强了
原来是开始失去原来的自己
有时回头想想自己好像很可悲
为了扮演好自己应有的角色
放弃了许多
但我只能安慰自己说“只要他们开心就好”

有人曾经说我像棵树
外表坚强但经历的伤痛都刻在心上
被伪装给遮盖了但虽如此这些伤口是不可能消失
而且总是自己一个人站在原地就只为了守着自己的原则
远看就像任何人一样
近看却伤痕累累
不仅让我思考着。。。
像树也蛮好的
能给人依靠

*叹气* 突然写了这么多悲观的事
心情糟透了

没关系我是我老爸的女儿
江家的人都很坚强的!
虽然最近总感到很累好想好好地睡而什么都不必担心
但我必须变坚强我不想再为了那种事伤心难过
GAMBATTE NE~!
我可以的！

2008-04-14T20:59:00.002+08:00

FINALLY mum& dad & yangyang coming back.
3 days of freedom to be spent at home with my bro.
:/ end up doing nth much.
except endless food hunting with my bro.

literally burnt out, after having to do all the housechores,
worrying abt every meals, my blur bro actions.
anyho, still gets to eat subway& japanese food with my bro :D
going home late~
cooking food ourselves, pizza+siew mai+ prawn dumpling for breakfast!
both of us went gorcery shopping, finding ingredients to cook for dinner,
grabbing all we can find, and end up putting all the ingredients back TWICE
cause we couldnt find all the ingredients and is pretty lasy to cook a proper western dinner.
xD

of course, having to find out my module assignments and projects early,
may just NOT be a good thing
i end up stressing ALOT even before the school reopens
i'm feeling like being hit real hard on my head
i couldnt think well
China history overloads

borrowed 5 books from library
all add up even thicker than the books i ever read this year
sudden urge of being hardworking
hopefully my 三分钟热度attitude wont acts up again
but seriously, who can finish all these books,
Pioneers of Modern China
China Persectives
China Condensed- 5000 Years of history and culture
天安门广场-备忘录
& last but not least
东方神起TVXQ-TOP SECRETS 完全手册
^definitely have to finish reading this, after having to search for it for 1&1/2yrs

oh right, i was late for lecture today, which is only my 1ST day of school,
nice start of the semester.
all because of after having to sleep at 3am and totally forgeting that i have SOM lecture at 9am
end up didnt attend it and spend my 1&1/2 hr time at library reading up China Condensed,
explains the knowledge overload
unexpectingly, it is really interesting to read but it often confuses me with all the names, dynasty and countries.
i felt darn awful right after that and i started to become moody
*so.... china history makes me feel interested and moody at the same time*
and i still am.. :/

vic is planning to bring us to somewhere to eat before the nasty BCOMM lesson :/
all hail the daym self introduction that we have to give again
new classmates,
new teacher,
more troubles
constant remindar *i need to be friendly*

oh my parents are back, my dad just pat on my head asking me abt school.
xD it's been long since he pats my head.
normally if someone pats my head, i'll feel alit annoyed
but i like it when my dad does that
hahahaha afterall im his pampered daughter.

hahaha SY shared YT links for HEYHEYHEY with the beloved ~~TVXQ~~ THSK
they are darn funny and cute~!!
silly actions and talks
HAHAHAHA seriously some dear souls PLEASE sub it, i could only understand 60% of the overall thing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4FbBqjntwU0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLctlN8xIlU&feature=user

i want ALI chicken! i want spices!
I SHOULD HAVE A SPICY ENDURANCE COMPETITION WITH JAE!
we both are spicy food lovers!

2008-04-12T18:54:00.011+08:00

Just opened a new ASMAMA batch 4!

gosh, i just released i'm not exactly a man (i mean woman) of my words

i have been saying it will be the last batch since batch 1. now it's already batch 4!

it's either im seriously in need of money, or i'm just plain nice (hahahahhaa) to open a new batch whenever 2~3ppl mentioned they missed the batch.

anyho~ visit it if you feel like~

ASMAMA batch4 ♪ - 동방신기♥

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MY 1ST TIME

i have tons of overdue pics that i havent upload

(so much for my lousy bluetooth mobile)

my 1st bulgogi dinner with Energy :D

good old times~

my 1st time to TVXQ! concert in KL

(concert venue before the concert starts, i'm too chicken to take photos during the concert, since im at the last row, and security guards KEPT on nugging me to sit down etc)

my 1st time cutting JS hairstyle using this pic.

more of like 1st time attempting male hairstyle

end up looking like this (due to the fact that, my hair is naturally soft till i couldnt style it with wax. ): )

when it started to grow longer, it became like this

which,

i realised my hairstyle always turn out looking like micky's

i rmb letting my hair grew longer till. the weather is too hot for me

and decided to cut it short again, with the attempt of showing my stylist the pic of boojae during guerilla interview (yeah the feminine one)

so as to make myself look alit more lady like after several male hairstyles.

my stylist change the hairstyle to suit my overall look,

which surprisingly, due to my curly hair,

my hair curls at one side which makes it look like how boojae one does.

but more of my own style

and i dyed hair last time so there're quite a few ppl telling me that my hairstyle/color looks like boojae's

my 1st time having a room myself and able to decorate all my TVXQ! stuffs like these

(no, my TVXQ collection is'nt this few, just that i didnt want to show how crasy i am)

& i definitely look like a Junsu fan more than YH hahaha

i love both, no i mean all 5 of them!

my 1st time cooking jjajangmyun! (:

mans, i'm hungry!

love it!

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my com is being a lit wacky so i couldnt share more pics for now

but of course i need to end off with

i hate to admit, YH looks prettier than me. ):

harsh blow on my woman pride

credits to soompi and as shown

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went out with SY on 10th April to SU korean restaurant
recommended by dear energy to filful our desired crave for bulgogi
xD not really full cause of the food but due to the water
3rd consecutive Thursday dates with SY already
& sadly to say, i forgot to bring her TRICK singles,
so... we need to meet up again hahahahaa

& i SERIOUSLY am overdosed and yet addicted to BULGOGI

i feel so beefy

and there goes my 15 day diet plan :/

on the bright side, i should eat healthy food

so.. we should go try OX tongue next time!! (as much as i dislike the idea of it)

afterall, it's tvxq fav food.

so much for my addiction to TVXQ!

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my parents left me and my brother in SG while they are off for vacation

i so wanna get out of SG before my school reopens!

went out a short well to JP with my 7th floor neighbour MEDA to post her items

and retrieve her huge new wallet

it's definitely the biggest wallet i ever seen!

hahaha and we are both complaining abt how she is going to use it

ate MOS, with MEDA

and bumped onto BY! after that,

catch up a lit

after knowing that in fact i dont have her new hp no,

that's why we pri school clique couldnt reach her at all!

& i actually felt guilty for not able to get her to join our annual pri school clique reunion

and my house warming.

so... it's not really my fault xD

anyho~

darn, now i need to think of what to eat for dinner with my bro~

but i'm lasy, and due to my good for no use resistence,

i end up cooking my jjajangmyun ytd tho it is supposed to be dinner for both me and my bro.

:/ now is 8:30 and we still have'nt ate our dinner.

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2008-04-09T21:44:00.003+08:00

7th April
went out with meda for lunch and went to help her to clear her room xD
my 7th floor neighbour!
i was indeed surprised by the amount of items in her room!
as compared to mine.. mine is probably 40% of hers.
nevertheless, cleared quite alot
and non stop vid-ing off TVXQ songs
making meda to listen& watch it.
she is impressed with their vocals ^^
esp their accapella!
i'm proud to be a TVXQ! fan
& meda promised to teach me piano!
at least learn how to play love in the ice :D
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8th April
did'nt do much, in fact i had a movie marathon
non-stop movies straight for 7 hrs.
went out a lit while to clear some stuffs.
chatted with energy rgding korea ent. music & personal stuffs
she spams me with YG + park hyo shin vids
while i spam her with jae pics and tvxq vids
she made me crasy over park hyo shin vocals
and i made her crasy over smexy jae and
she is tempted to get FITB dvd after watching the vids
hahaha, fruitful day with lots of music exchange~!!

--»ღアリサღ«-- PROPERTY OF 1TYM. arisa.1TYMfo'life. http://geek-girl.imeem.com/music/iWj8lrT-/
it's just odd how we are talking so each other again cause of tvxq

--»ღアリサღ«-- PROPERTY OF 1TYM. arisa.1TYMfo'life. http://geek-girl.imeem.com/music/iWj8lrT-/
like talk more la

--»ღアリサღ«-- PROPERTY OF 1TYM. arisa.1TYMfo'life. http://geek-girl.imeem.com/music/iWj8lrT-/
hahaha

KEI bulgogi crave 24/11
haha! yeah.

KEI bulgogi crave 24/11
power of dong bang

^^ definitely made more friends and closer with some friends cause of TVXQ!
i'm thankful to them.

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9th April (today)
As usual, drag my lasy arse up at 7am to bathe my lit bro and get him to school.
daily routine, i'm seriously lack of sleep!!!
continue my movie marathon ( which i intend to do so till school reopens)

currently there're a couple of books on my table, comics & 2 chinese book namely 秘密 and 在灵魂居住的地方. reading the 2nd book right now, and definitely a good book, keeps me thinking alot.

random chatting with SY
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???? ・､・・・・・・ｪ・ﾆ・､・｢・ﾂ・ﾅ・・・ﾎ・・・ｪ・D・ｫ・ｳ... ・l・ﾌ・｢・E・ﾉ・S・ﾄ・ｾ・ﾁ・ｽ said:
what does the m in sj-m stands for?
???? ・､・・・・・・ｪ・ﾆ・､・｢・ﾂ・ﾅ・・・ﾎ・・・ｪ・D・ｫ・ｳ... ・l・ﾌ・｢・E・ﾉ・S・ﾄ・ｾ・ﾁ・ｽ said:
mandarin?
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 said:
yup
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 said:
pointless right
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 said:
mandarin =_=. cant they get a better name
???? ・､・・・・・・ｪ・ﾆ・､・｢・ﾂ・ﾅ・・・ﾎ・・・ｪ・D・ｫ・ｳ... ・l・ﾌ・｢・E・ﾉ・S・ﾄ・ｾ・ﾁ・ｽ says :
in a group name?
???? ・､・・・・・・ｪ・ﾆ・､・｢・ﾂ・ﾅ・・・ﾎ・・・ｪ・D・ｫ・ｳ... ・l・ﾌ・｢・E・ﾉ・S・ﾄ・ｾ・ﾁ・ｽ says :
funny
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 says :
ya imagine ppl screaming for them
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 says :
MANADARIN!
???? ・､・・・・・・ｪ・ﾆ・､・｢・ﾂ・ﾅ・・・ﾎ・・・ｪ・D・ｫ・ｳ... ・l・ﾌ・｢・E・ﾉ・S・ﾄ・ｾ・ﾁ・ｽ says :
then you can shout
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 says :
SUJU 华语
???? ・､・・・・・・ｪ・ﾆ・､・｢・ﾂ・ﾅ・・・ﾎ・・・ｪ・D・ｫ・ｳ... ・l・ﾌ・｢・E・ﾉ・S・ﾄ・ｾ・ﾁ・ｽ says :
ORANGE! behind
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 says :
lol. SM is getting more and more lasy to think of better names
???? ・､・・・・・・ｪ・ﾆ・､・｢・ﾂ・ﾅ・・・ﾎ・・・ｪ・D・ｫ・ｳ... ・l・ﾌ・｢・E・ﾉ・S・ﾄ・ｾ・ﾁ・ｽ says :
is that their chinese name for in china?
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 says :
nah
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 says :
idk abt their chinese name
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 says :
they dont have chinese name what
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 says :
i thought SUPER JUNIOR thats it.
???? ・､・・・・・・ｪ・ﾆ・､・｢・ﾂ・ﾅ・・・ﾎ・・・ｪ・D・ｫ・ｳ... ・l・ﾌ・｢・E・ﾉ・S・ﾄ・ｾ・ﾁ・ｽ says :
haha
???? ・､・・・・・・ｪ・ﾆ・､・｢・ﾂ・ﾅ・・・ﾎ・・・ｪ・D・ｫ・ｳ... ・l・ﾌ・｢・E・ﾉ・S・ﾄ・ｾ・ﾁ・ｽ says :
but if they directly translate to that
???? ・､・・・・・・ｪ・ﾆ・､・｢・ﾂ・ﾅ・・・ﾎ・・・ｪ・D・ｫ・ｳ... ・l・ﾌ・｢・E・ﾉ・S・ﾄ・ｾ・ﾁ・ｽ says :
-_-
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 says :
not like SM will be dumb enough to translate into 超级小辈
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 says :
LOL
KEI bulgogi crave 24/11 says :
sounds so wrong
???? ・､・・・・・・ｪ・ﾆ・､・｢・ﾂ・ﾅ・・・ﾎ・・・ｪ・D・ｫ・ｳ... ・l・ﾌ・｢・E・ﾉ・S・ﾄ・ｾ・ﾁ・ｽ says :
sounds stupid
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back to reading~ i feel so philosophical

2008-04-07T14:14:00.005+08:00

5th April
went out with Energy for our all time fav. BULGOGI~
simply delicious and addictive.
Been to the same restaurant for the 2nd time
tho we always venture about Singapore in search of great Korean restaurant
which serve us a yummy dose of bulgogi with lettuce.

I remembered our 1st random visit to Square2 for Korean stuffs
and entered a traditional looking Korean restaurant to eat bulgogi for the 1st time
it was all nice and such but when the receipt came.
Both of us were shocked and speechless.
a whopping 77.70sg with just both of us dining.
instant burn on our wallets but it is so worth it.

and that's how our adventure for bulgogi begins. (:
daym, I miss bulgogi already.

Korean crave gets me real deep.
the culture, the food, the entertainment and of course the people.
*hopes* my aunt will confirm her trip to Korea next year and fulfil her promise of bringing me there!
oh yea, SY is going Korea soon, named a list of items i want xD it's kind of alot but there're too many things that i want to get! hopes she brings enough money& visit xiah papa pizza shop :D
i can lend you my korean book!

shoots, it's 2.26pm! need to head off to meet Meda for lunch. update later~
till then. ciao!

edited, continued
oh yeah, i forgot to mention how unthrifty i was for the past few weeks, saved more than enough money initially after weeks of sagging at home and almost becoming like a 宅女.
my overspending habit sparks off again when meda asked me out for dinner, and i brought her to MadJack, good food~ oh saw alfred there.. as a waiter (that will be one of the most unexpected thing that can happen)
after that day, SY dated me out for dinner also, and we went catching a movie first, Shutter.
ended up opening my eyes this big =_= to watch every single *ghost gonna appear*part, so basically i didnt see much of the ghost face, i was more timid then i expected, daym, what's wrong with my gut, i used to be daring.
& we had Japanese food as dinner at Waraku, ordered tons of food, from gorgeously delicious to wt* food. I SERIOUSLY regretted ordering Natto again, cause of TVXQ! and thankfully, that's the last course and it smell like shit. totally.
all the beef, raw tuna and such aint comparable to the impact of the smell and taste of Natto on my mind. gosh!

Went to Korea culture festival the next day again with Vic& LY. total Korea exchange!
LOVE THE FOOD! yumyum, bulgogi, Saba fish, dukbokki, dong fen etc to rice drink and maple flavoured Soju~
OHOH we managed to talk to the Korean Ambass, he is really friendly and chatted alot with us.
Pretty guilty to say, we all sat at the wrong table and were mistaken as VIP :D
the 2 only thing that didnt impress me is the korean fashion show and the singer (shall not elaborate on this) I expected hanbok to be shown during the fashion show, instead? bikini and trunks with the same few models. gosh they aint koreans also.

ate international food throughout the weeks, enjoy my carefree jobless life.

school starting soon~ and anyone wanna date me before that? :D BULGOGI!!!

2008-04-01T12:24:00.008+08:00

~~REVAMPTING~!~~
Finished! Only did a little slight changes since im pretty lasy to redo the whole template
xD will be back to post more.
Hope my blogging motivation last

TVXQ/ TOHOSHINKI new single~
Beautiful You

& also my ♥

daym, who would'nt love this man

credit: Yoonhostar, mumo

edited.

I realise that i have really cut down on TVXQ updates as compared to last time. Now i'll just save the pics and run through the TVXQ thread very fast in every 2~3days time. But for sure, my love for them does'nt decrease, just.. probably a bit tired of being crasy of them all the time, having them in my conversations with friends all the time, making them everything in my life.

However, I am truely thankful towards them, as if it's not for them, i would'nt make new friends, go through some pretty bad moments. And I decided to really (i mean REALLY) settle down and study with less TVXQ distractions and score better for next semester's exams. Not just for me, but for TVXQ, in case anyone uses my poor results as a reason to bash TVXQ.

Just did a fast update and saw a short preview of their Beautiful You mv along with fanmeeting. I could'nt help but laugh at Changmin's pants. LOL the stylist has gave up on CM's long legs, i bet he felt really embarrassed but stilll have to pull off with a smile on his face.

I guess this is what a 188cm guy gets for being the tallest xD

If you notice, Jaejoong looked really small in there.

I'm the few YH fans who find his new hairstyle attractive. Feminine but stunning.

It's even longer than my hairlength.

I wish my hair can be styled like his.

Darn, this guy looks good in almost everything.

Yes i say almost

And Micky's surprised me, lots

It's a good attempt to change a new hairstyle, and i respect your highly versatile hairstyles,

but this is definitely one of the hairstylist-gone-mad times, or probably it's recommended by any of the boys.

No offense, everyone has their bad hair day

But seriously, what is with the silver portions of hair. It makes you look like a ... poodie.

Still, great performance wins over everything.

Js looks greatly cute as always

080331 Tohoshinki in NTV Zoom In!!SuperUniversal Studio Japan

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Enough of TVXQ spam,

going off to MEDA's house to help her pack her room~

and she is officially my new neighbour.

with 9 storeys apart.

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Learnt a lot during this long holiday,

regardless of sad memories, happy memories,

what left for me is to continue on my life,

learning from the mistakes and experiences,

and be a better person.

& definitely realise that,

life is really unexpected.

Even the thing that you never thought will happen,

will still happen.

I have been avoiding the problem for too long

& now finally caught up on me.

Tired? yes

Disappointed? yes

Sometimes, being a friend does'nt makes you more well liked.
& At times, makes you seem like the greatest fool.

But, 5 or 10 years down the road,

I will laugh at my acts,

and everything I'm doing right now.

Is'nt it what life is about?

2008-01-06T14:39:00.000+08:00

EXPLORATION OF the HUMAN BODY

6th January 2008. Sunday

ft.

TVXQ! & SUPER JUNIOR

EHB preview 1

EHB Preview 2

Shindong's dance

Junsu Yehsung dance battle

Spiderman Micky

Flying Junsu

sleepy head YUNHO <3

http://youtube.com/watch?v=_csKXn0ZMlI

2007-11-10T20:00:00.000+08:00

ANYBAND

TALK PLAY LOVE

love da concept ♥

now listening to TALK PLAY LOVE♪

2007-10-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

ASMAMA BATCH2~
http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=39246

great dinner out with my family
as the eldest among the siblings
i normally avoid arguements
& try to set example for my 2 brothers
observing how my youngest brother grows up

it hits me how fast time pass by
i can still remember clearly the times when i carry him when he is still a baby
his first word, his first tooth, when he calls my jiejie and hug me xD
really sweet memories.
& also reminds me that i didnt pay as much attention to him as last time
no excuses of "im busy with my work" etc.

im kind of hoping that he will turn to me like he used to
when he's being bullied, wanting something, crying for my help..
All these time i always want to teach him to be independent
but deep in my heart i hope that he will rely on me.
it's nice to know that someone in this world needs you

but nevertheless, he is my brother!
he should be strong!
im not an expressive person
but i will have his back no matter what (:

work work work~
i need solutions!

treat everyone with love

2007-10-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

All about 東方神起2

i cant wait to get my hands on it!!

credits soompi

2007-10-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY~!!
non stop updating.

i didnt expect starting a spree will be so tiring.
ASMAMA spree batch 1# will be closing soon by 15th OCT
gosh finally!

but i will be starting batch 2# (which should be the last batch) a week later the closure of batch 1#
which i promise some of them to hold it so i will keep my promise
& of course i wanna buy ASMAMA stuffs too~
too busy helping people to order and advertising and checking of transaction
until i didnt get any for myself

+ helping my friends to order AATVXQ2 all that zzz.

BOUGHT TONS OF TVXQ STUFFS~ my wallet is bleeding!!!
cant wait for AATVXQ2 to arrive!! FITB!! TVXQ lightsticks!!
&&&&&& their KL CONCERT~!!
SHANKS I OVER SPENT TOO MUCH
o.o

school is starting in 2 days time (; glad and sad
ended up in a class full of guys, missing victoria who will be 09
:/ great i guess i have to restart the whole "hi im zt" thing again
* I WANT MY GENKI BACK

okay, another thing to announce
i really support TVXQ not just because of their talents
but also, because of them, i get to be closer with my ex class mate again.
thats a total unexpected thing
so i really apperciate it.

4 years of classmate which i didnt get to talk much with
end up because of TVXQ, we went out shopping + dong banging
:D good start.

i once thought that, maybe.. the friends i thought i have aint really true friends.
they are just there because of the need of accompany and pity
only a few who are really there for me...
didnt want to talk much about that since, i guess most ppl will feel that way too.
i should be thankful enough that i DO have true friends other than ppl who are real famous but are surrounded with those who are trying to use them.

be nice to people, and dont expect the same thing back- thats what i tell myself
okay, i MAY not be that nice, but all the negative remarks are what i truely felt and i want you to know. no lies, but the truth.
im sick of people saying " hey, we are friends thats why we shouldnt say those harsh things, it hurts"
yeah i know it hurts, its better for ME to say those harsh things than YOU getting crapped without a chance to change or realise it. True friends are the ones who are willing to be seen as a bad person just to help you by saying those nasty but yet truthful words.
Please see underneth the words to understand the true meaning.
Dont shut your mind and heart to those mean words and listen carefully to hear the speaker's true intention.

theres plenty of time i felt like saying "gosh you are so naive" reality is mean, so is human.
i dont care what you say or think, is what you do that matters.

lastly, to brighten up the mood, leader's new iple pic

Yunho's Iple 10/12
In the world of the viewfinder, there's another truth what I'm taking a picture of,
the view finder has probably fully captured the hearts of the viewers?

The wonderful camera, which creates another view to see the world from.
If I am ever holding the camera like this,
and I catch your eyes, don't glance away but please look at me just as you are,
Let's keep each other in mind and be together always!

Suddenly this morning.. unexpected like this.
This thought came to me.
The image of all of you.In the performance hall together at that moment.
And so, like this...

credits: susiee @soompi/Purely Soulmates (english translation) + Yunho's Iple (source)

2007-10-10T08:51:00.000+08:00

TVXQ TW CONCERT PICTURES

YUNHO + RAIN = SMOKIN' HOT

* he is just so beautiful in the rain

bonus

loving minnie hairstyle!

ADDITIONAL RANDOM PICS

*the boys latest look! (whats with minnie hair)

*leader :D

*jj bloodshot beautiful eyes + jaeho

credits to all sources

2007-09-15T19:54:00.000+08:00

明日は来るから
Because tomorrow comes

The swirling falling snow is melting in these hands
It disappears as it was never there
Like the falling snow, from day to day, important things are easily forgotten
We can’t hold on to them
All they do is floating around peacefully

In a corner of the universe, far far away
Two people happened to meet by chance
I want to tell you these miraculous feelings
I want to tell only you

But I have a hard time expressing this simple thing to you,
I have been lost, looking for you
Now, I’m thinking I have found my own light
Even if I chose you, you would run away
Our future is unclear

Our relationship has stopped many times
We have gone through both smiling faces and tears
The two of us have walked this long distance together
That is the only certain truth
I’ll be your umbrella sheltering you from pouring rain
I’ll be your wall protecting you from the strong-blowing wind
…even during the deepest, darkest nights…
…without a doubt, because tomorrow comes

The flowers that bloom in spring and the sandy beaches of summer,
The twilight of fall and the warmth in winter
Many, many seasons are passing
Our hope transcends through time

Far far away...
(in a corner of the universe)
Far far away…
(I think about you)I want to tell you the miraculous feelings I have
I want to tell only you

Our relationship has stopped many times
We have gone through smiling faces and tears
We have walked this long distance together
Because these things don’t disappear
I’ll be your umbrella sheltering you from pouring rain
I’ll be your wall protecting you from the strong-blowing wind
…even during the deepest, darkest nights…
…without a doubt, because tomorrow comes
I want to tell only you
Without a doubt, tomorrow will come.

;;TVXQ

2007-09-11T01:35:00.000+08:00

read this somewhere, which i find its really sweet :)

하늘이 아름다운 이유는 별이 있기 때문이고
땅이 아름다운 이유는 꽃이 있기 때문이고
내 인생이 아름다운 이유는 당신이 있기 때문입니다.

The reason the sky is so beautiful is that there are stars.
The reason the ground is so beautiful is that there are flowers.
The reason my life is beautiful is that I have you.

love <3

2007-09-09T11:24:00.000+08:00

MIXed feelings right now

currently
Vic is still at HK, one less person to go out with
MEDa gonna has her exam soon, so its kinda wise for me not to ask her out
PX& i decided not to go for today's soccer event
watching sugar& spice
im broke once again
& TVXQ's SHINE 2nd artist book is out- it costs a freaking S$60 bucks.
once again, i emphasize that my wallet shrinks from fat to razor thin within 3 days.
i got a new job, an Eng& Maths PRE-school private tutor :)
SELF-advertise
anyone? i currently have 2 kids under me.
the fee is rather cheap since they are just kids
i love kids but hopefully it starts well for me.

past
non stop shopping and outing
i cooked 떡볶이 (ddukboggi) ytd, it's nice :D !

Bought some Korean snacks too V

//some may recognised this brand when you watched
SUJU full house when Anya& Heechul went 7/11 to get chocopie :D

s mag arrived, im quite disappointed with the quality and it smells
the last outing is a failure :/

^and i mean real failure,
cant get a movie at 3 diff cinemas, went to sakae and end up my fav tempura icecream is out, went cine's mise exclusive and it's closed. non stop disappointment. at the end, run out of topic to say too.

i need a break from outings, it's messing my time, brain & wallet.

2007-09-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

OH MAMA MIA~
stop torturing me~!!
just spent quite a lot of Dong bang stuffs
now having to see this on the net

Super Junior "Flowerboys" Movie Limited Edition DVD+OST
This two-disc Limited Edition comes with the CD Soundtrack and the following special features:
Making Of
Production Story
Music Video
Promotion
Theatrical Trailer
Poster Shoot
Teaser
Press Conference
Photo Gallery

& what bothers me the most is this v
ACT NOW!
·This product is a collectible item of strictly limited stock. Get it now before it's too late!

check it out at: http://us.yesasia.com/en/PrdDept.aspx/code-k/section-videos/pid-1005010678

right, i hate it when it mentions limited edition, my heart will ache immediately upon the decision of buy/ don't buy
yadda yadda, i know if i like SUJU, i should not miss this!
but considering it cost 40+S$!!!! & im poor, jobless & poor.
never get to watch this movie since its not shown in SG :/

^oh yeah upon saying this, i got really pissed when Gracia, PW & i went searching for the movie Sugar and Spice ytd in 3 diff cinemas.
END UP..
it is not out yet though yahoo sg indicate that it will be out on 6th SEP. :/

back to the story, since the DVD is expected to be out on 27th SEP, it gives me some time to consider and reconsider before the final decision.
Hopefully i get a job before it or...
SOME NICE SWEET BABES OUT THERE WILL GET ME THIS AS MY UPCOMING ~~still a 2 mth~~BIRTHDAY PRESENT!
:D any nice darling~!!

OH YEAH~! i'll be creating a new spree blog! keep a lookout for it.
will post news on it and be sure to check it out!

2007-09-04T14:13:00.000+08:00

BUSY!

but cant stop the temptation to blog

been studying Korean & Japanese alot lately

even borrowed tons of books on it to study

& YEAP i know i'm freaking greedy to learnt both at a time

when i have YET to master all the basics of Japanese

& no i didnt attend Korean language course

it's all self learning since i found a really great source to study from :)

Korean language appears to me to be much easier to study

than Japanese though i currently attending Japanese class

but of course both languages got their difficult sides

i find it hard to pronounce Korean words

while hard to memorise Japanese syllabary

no doubt,

有志者事竟成

gambatte!

hwaiting!

i cant believe i'm saying this

i miss school. :(

;;i hope that i'm peterpan

*flying through the sky,

&never have to grow up

2007-09-02T14:15:00.000+08:00

RAWR~!!
I have been so buzy lately that i'm duper lazy to blog.
Meetup+
charitywork+jobsearching+
shopping+majorbusinesssetup+eating+
videoing+Japaneselesson=DUPERBUSY

just wanna post something recent,
went town with meda on Fri & got myself tons of goodies :)
then, awkwardly joined her primary schoolmates for steamboat
interesting & fun experience i can say.
i didnt expect that her friends are so friendly &
some are my schoolmates and even one of them is in the same course as me.
and they know my friends too.
Sg is such a small country. your friends are my friends too.
but, yeah i only got to talk to the guys since meda & i are sitting at the same table as the guys.
didnt ate as much as i used to, which i supposed it's a good thing.
all of us at same table (meda,cedric,zheyuan,jiande&myself) got oil splattered on us and its funny to see us screaming when we got burnt.
another laugh of the day is when zy put a live prawn onto the steamboat, it jumped out and into jiande's bowl.
Everyone screamed!
;;bad thing: my shirt got dirtied by the oil and gotta wear meda's JJ pullover.

went arcade to play, both meda and i challenged with hyper mushibashi with her friends watching us.
I THRASHED HER! and finished the entire game with only 50cents, while she paid for $1.50 still not able to finish the game.
continued playing other games, overall, its really fun.

Ytd, went JE with meda for studying and also meeting her friends. Cedric,JD & jowell
got them a job.
then meda started telling us some really ridiculous jokes while we are waiting for JD.
went lunch with them and.. basically spent the whole day there.

Ohyeah,
i love cooking!

;; thanks to Xy jiejie!

food display looks weird for 2nd pic.

2007-08-27T18:21:00.000+08:00

my legs hurt
my asre hurts
my back hurts
my foot hurts
my waist hurts

lesson learnt; good fortune will come when you did a good deed :)

2007-08-26T19:32:00.000+08:00

;;the video cant show for unknown reason, so http://youtube.com/watch?v=SsZQoyDMuwE :)
enjoy!

JAEHO! MICKY!!

2007-08-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

XIAH ERA~!
js is my 2nd favourite guy in TVXQ!

along with chunnie

JS COMIC~!

-credits bestiz

simple translation;

its basically saying its XIAH ERA now

alot of people like xiah

and its getting more and more

;;translated by me

have to visit the site itself as theres music to play along

;;edit

I CANT CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES~!

my mind is dizzy right now

due to the lack of sleep during this exam week

oh YeA.

gotta mention,

i flung my CIP & Bstats already

so much for studying

2007-08-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

ARGH~!!

MY ALLERGY OF ORANGES IS KILLING ME~!!

YESH I MEAN THE ~~FREAKING~~ ORANGES

just as i thought my allergy is over since it only happens once in a blue moon

my fingers started to have the stinging feeling

lucky thing is i still can eat oranges

my fingers are the one allergic to the orange whenever i peel it

so..

any kind souls willing to peel oranges for me :)

-stinging fingers busy typing the KB to relieve the pain

;edit

I'LL BE GOING BANGKOK IN ONE MONTH'S TIME~

i'm nice enough to buy souvenirs for you!

yesh YOU~!

the one who's reading this right now!

Just tell me if you want me to grab one for you~

back to Bstats study again~

ARGH MATHS &@^#@

2007-08-20T15:31:00.000+08:00

TOTALLY RANDOM~!
Tomorrow will be the beginning of my exam
& I should be studying now
but the stress is making me totally hard to concentrate

^@#(&^@)*&;#)@&)#@&#)&)&@)@!&@&!*( @!^
-finish venting out my stress

Here's my new favourite song
TOHO song

(English version)
T-O-H-O
T-O-H-O
T-O-H-O
is the spelling of TOHO

(Japanese version)
T-O-H-O
T-O-H-O
T-O-H-O
TOHO si-pe-ru

Alrights back to study

2007-08-14T15:44:00.000+08:00

Went out to Orchard library to study
with Vic & PX
Spent quality time talking and when we decided to have lunch
it rain pretty heavily
so ended up at Food Republic

and.. International food again!

Beef Bibimbap/ Murtubak/ Hokkien Mee

sharing food! its really a great lunch
//been eating Korean, Japanese, Taiwanese, Indian, American, Thai recently..especially Korean//

then of course back to study after all the eating and chatting.
Thanks PX & Vic.
Finally understand Bstats

After all that, PX left first
Vic and I went shopping and check out TVXQ & Korean stuffs
bought

Got all different flavours for YH *lasy to upload*
Dong Bang!

DINNER!!
JAPANESE random dinner

Japanese omelette/Natto / Vanilla & chocolate waffle ice cream

NATTO SPECIAL

1st sight- looks pretty normal
2nd sight- after removing the plastic sheet, whoosh a weird really weird smell came out
it smells like HK foot <-yeah trust me, it's really that gross
3rd sight- after mixing the wasabi&soysauce, it turned pretty disgustingly sticky and awkward color and its really hard to stir up

Victoria ate first and she gave a weird expression and commented how nasty it is..
Finally its my turn to eat ..

&;^%#&(*#^@*^# OMGOMGOMGOMG $%$&%*&^(@@#
an intense smell choked me when i put a large spoonful of natto into my mouth and i nearly vomited.
the fermented bean itself is nice to eat, but just the smell and taste
ARGH! and the serving is quite small but it took me ages to finish it.
//got a really hard time swallowing and chewing & it kills me everytime i had to put it into my mouth//

HORROR~!! thats the only word i can describe it!

both of us tried it with much curiosity due to TVXQ! since they kept saying they like natto~

AND YESH! I MUST EMPHASIZE THIS TO REMIND MYSELF
IM SO NOT GONNA BELIEVE ANYONE WHEN THEY SAY SOME FOOD IS DELICIOUS OR WHATSOEVER
EVEN IF ITS TVXQ!

MANS, CANT BELIEVE JS,JJ,CM AND MY DEAR YH SAY THAT NATTO IS NICE
no offense to anyone (natto lover or Japanese)
i guess micky and us are the only normal ones
BUT SHANKS IM ALMOST DEAD WHEN EATING IT.
*brush-rinse-brushmouthagain*

As much as i love Japanese food ,
*I'LL NEVER NEVER NEVER TRY NATTO AGAIN*
THAT GOT TO BE THE NASIEST FOOD I EVER EVER EVER EATEN~!!

2007-08-13T15:21:00.000+08:00

Even people who can't communicate can fall in love.
So age is really not a matter,
and shouldn't be a shameful thing
;JaeJoong

listening to-
music player removed :)
;;Footsteps by Kim JaeJoong

Lesson learnt for the day:
"Sadness is very important.
Without sadness, we would never truly appreciate happiness."

2007-08-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

this is rather random.

Which TVXQ member will fall in love with you?
Xiah Junsu He's a cutie. You're so lucky he likes you. He's so funny, adorable, and kid-like. If you love to laugh, he'll make you laugh. You will absolutely love the feact that he likes you.
Take The Quiz Now!	Quizzes by myYearbook.com

:D js~ Victoria is so going to kill me.

but on the other hand..

Which TVXQ member fits you the best??

U-know YunhoHe's tough but cute at the same time, you best fit U-know Yunho
Take this quiz!

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Make A Quiz More Quizzes Grab Code

(: YEAH!! YH!
* just for leisure *

2007-08-11T15:01:00.000+08:00

NATIONAL DAY, 9th AUG

woke up early in the morning by my family with all the noises as they are going to Genting.
WOOhoo~ the house is all mine
met MEDA at 9.30am (initially is 8) to Fairprice to buy ingredients to cook our breakfast
JAPANESE BREAKFAST :D
tried to follow the recipe given by my friend who is currently at Japan
but ended up freestyle cooking
TADA~
Japanese curry

its kind of watery but its nice! we added alot of ingredients!

then met MEDA again to Vivo to watch movie, RUSH HOUR 3!!
its freaking crowded, which we ended up getting a 6.50pm movie as the earlier slots were full.
funny movie, but its only like 1&1/2hr since some of the parts are being cut away.
*respect to Jacky Chan & Chris Tucker*

//MEDA fingers & a random boy
we were sitting at the 2nd row from the bottom!! headache after the whole movie

oh before that we went to NEWYORKPIZZA to eat

// worth it!! MEDA's Bronx pizza and my Manhattan pizza!!

Basically spent the 42nd S'pore National day eating and having fun with MEDA. (:

2007-08-07T14:10:00.000+08:00

long post ahead!

Friday 3rd Aug,
Went out with Meda for a movie
Thai movie called Alone.
change my perception about Thai movie
Good movie with good twist
Just that sometimes i find that the acting is rather.. fake?
*no offense*

Sat 4th & Sun 5th Aug,
Practically spent most of my time in front of computer
checking out TVXQ latest info and videos
did a bit of studying of course.

Monday 6th Aug
Went out with VICtoria to Esplanade library to STUDY!
YES i do mean STUDY!
reach there about 11+ and bought a black pepper currypuff as breakfast while VICtoria got herself a DURIAN currypuff.

We spent quite some time reading magazines while VICtoria also listened to Jazz music- need some time to chill our heads off before studying yeah?
Went to the Singapore Art Cafe for lunch

Victoria's honey chicken/ No.10!! /Mine's Kitsuri? Udon

My Mochaccino!(behind is Vic's vanilla drink)

After good food, we had a good chat about TVXQ!

until my phone rang and ... we went off to

Merrill Lynch

to collect the S mag that Vic's friend and I ordered :D

then we rushed back to esplanade library for a serious SERIOUS study time

Ended around 6 and walked to Suntec for dinner
which on our way we came across Art displays

In between this 2 girls it says:

"Give the special person in our lives the gift they'll love almost as much as you"

And lastly we went to have Korean cuisine

Beef bibimbap/ Fried Dumplings with lots of sauces/ Korean 炒年糕

:)

end off with

A piece of lettuce mixed with 2 types of chilli, long island, mayo, wasabi, vinegar and sweet and sour sauce which initially i wanted it to be as punishment for either one of us who lost the game, but end up both of us shared.
and it actually tasted good.

2007-08-07T13:58:00.000+08:00

Share more Dong Bang's love

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2007-08-03T11:15:00.000+08:00

3rd August,
went to school to attend the last MIEC tutorial lesson of this semester,
& sadly it was also the last time TB09-ers studied in the same class.
oh wells, ~~weird~~ interesting experience with the TB09-ers.

After lesson went to watch MONSTER-in-law with Vic at the M18 section *no guys dare to watch the real M18 movie beside us* Only managed to watch half of it, then went with Vic and her friend to schools (crescent CHIJ GES) to paste posters. We got to take free taxi rides to these schools though.

End up at Orchard's Yoshinoya- my favourite orangey place to have lunch
Wanted to check out some stuffs at Mise E*clusive but end up the shop is not yet opened *for the freaking 3rd time* even though it's already 2pm+
We went HMV instead and asked for TVXQ's Summer Dream single which apparently not out in HMV yet *waiting*

OHOH! lastly went Central and liang court's KINO.
There're lots of Japanese shops in Central, simply love it <3>

Japanese restaurant there with lots and lots of food display!

who can resist the temptation

Lastly, look closely at this picture..

Spongebob is pointing middle finger!

*actually it's his nose (: *

2007-08-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

simply BEAUTIFUL

I am so PROUD of TVXQ!
wonderful performance
*applauses*

Micky is so emotional,
he even affected JS to cry.
Manly YH nearly cried too.

"Because it's a beautiful love as it is sad. "

2007-08-01T11:58:00.000+08:00

30/7/2007 -

Went school real early for a CIP presentation,
which end up only my group CASSIOPEIA *grins* did the ppt.
Therefore the CIP tutorial ended quite early...

Due to my ~~ridiculous~~ suggestion,
px vic & myself

went to CINE immediately for lunch at a highly recommended restaurant by me
knowing that we still having OB tutorial later.

BBQ chicken! -Korean restaurant which TVXQ endorsed in KOREA

MV of my favourite TVXQ! & RAIN

FINALLY the food!

charbroil chicken Jerk chicken Popcorn chicken
(can't really remember the exact names)

The food is REAL NICE!!
unlike typical western food stores that serve skinny chicken
The food is unexpectingly delicious! Juicy meat, fragrant smell and its real crispy for the JERK chicken and Popcorn chicken.
OHOH! and did i mention that they use olive oil to fry the meat which is more healthy & they also use ginseng powder to marinate the chicken which you can really taste the intense ginseng flavour! *though I don't really like ginseng, but it's real nice*

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!!

*THUMBS UP* definitely will visit the restaurant again! --LOVE Korea & everything (:

OH lastly,

went to SOL mart *also at CINE which is also a KOREAN shop*

Bought a packet of.. dong fen? to cook for my mom since it's her birthday.
from this to this

END UP
mum: what's this, how come the dong fen so fat one
me : it's from Korea, specially cook for you!
mum: mmm.. don't dare to eat
of cause i forced her to at least have a bite.
mum: it's bland.

all right, it's my first time cooking dong fen, didnt expect it to be so difficult to blend in the taste.
but my 2 lovely brothers finished it up for me (:
and yang yang said it's nice :D

2007-07-31T21:17:00.001+08:00

FINALLY finish editing this blog!

Shall blog tomorrow morning then.

-tired